Ever get that feeling that everyone is kinda leaving you behind? You can't feel anything but happy for them that they're doing well but that little bit of resentment at watching them move a head in the same field in leaps and bounds is killing you slowly inside. I try really hard to be jealous of my various friends who seem to surpassing me in all areas of my life. Writing buddies, friends getting married, other artists who are so much more successful in their businesses, everybody seems do be running a marathon and I'm still just past the starting line with a sprained ankle. Idk, I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself and should just work harder but I'm starting to think I'm just not ever going end up anywhere. Anywho, sry for my melodramtic rant.
Meg

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: what ever is on the radio

I've been debating trying to get this site going again. i think I've got a better handle on work the world wide net now so hopefully I can handle it. I've got quite a few little updates to do so here's hoping it doesn't take too long.
Cheer
Meg

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Okay, i lied. The whole chapter was to big to post so here is the second half.

This is one of my favorite stories. I'm putting all four chapters in one post so it will seem very long. Hope you like it.!!!!!

These stories are straight copies from my ff account so if the author's notes don't make any sense just deal and read the story.
Cheers
Meg