Ever get that feeling that everyone is kinda leaving you behind? You can't feel anything but happy for them that they're doing well but that little bit of resentment at watching them move a head in the same field in leaps and bounds is killing you slowly inside. I try really hard to be jealous of my various friends who seem to surpassing me in all areas of my life. Writing buddies, friends getting married, other artists who are so much more successful in their businesses, everybody seems do be running a marathon and I'm still just past the starting line with a sprained ankle. Idk, I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself and should just work harder but I'm starting to think I'm just not ever going end up anywhere. Anywho, sry for my melodramtic rant.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: what ever is on the radio